I need a new friend that will
1) get drunk with me
2) watch endless films and have sleepovers with me
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again
the fact that over 300,000 other people know exactly what this feels like too is a source of great comfort
especially if it’s a kiss
even with all the shit you put me through, why can’t I just let you go?